backbackback :')

aku pengen temen main yang ada di masa lalu aku 8 tahun lalu waktu itu balik lagi ke kehidupan aku, sumpah bener-bener ilang kontak sama dia semenjak dia ke riau dan ga pernah kesini lagi sampe sekarang, kangen sekangen kangennya, dia anaknya baik banget,ganteng banget,ga banyak omong,lucu dan juga manja bangett -_- . namanya ruli rahmadhany seno. aaahhhhh pokoknya pengen banget ketemu sama uli lagi, pengen ngeliat muka polos nan gantengnya lagi, pengen kemana-mana sama dia lagi :"""""((((((((
inget banget waktu itu aku nanggis banget pas nganterin kamu ke bandaraaaa, bener-bener nanggis :"(
huuuaaaaa uliii gue tungguuu lu disinii dengan keadaan yang berbeda, dan yang pasti aku tau pasti tambah ganteng deh lu :'D *muchloveuli <3*

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gue harus kecewa? harus sedih?harus galau gituuuu???!!! KAGAK BROO KAGAK

kepada kamu yang telah lama pergi :')

Waktu yang lama ini, 

yang mungkin waktu kamu bersamanya tapi begitu singkat.

Namun bagi aku nggak.

Menurutmu, melakukan itu mudah?

ENGGAK!

Aku benci! Aku benci mengucap selamat jalan!

Aku benci membasuh kenangan demi kenangan.

Sampai ujungnya, aku hanya berakhir dalam kepura-puraan.

Aku pura-pura mengikhlaskan.

Aku pura-pura ngga terluka.

Aku pura-pura tetap berjalan ke depan.

Tapi, kamu ngga pernah tau.

Keika kamu berpaling, aku kembali

Kembali ke tempat pertama kali kita bertemu.

                                                perpisahan  itu, ku simpan di dalam mesin waktu.

Tapi, malah menyakitkan dalam waktu.

Ledakan rindu sering kali membawa aku ke masa lalu.

Dan, lagi-lagi kamu nggak tau.

Aku linglung, setelah kamu pergi untuk siapa celingukan ini?

Sedetik setelah kamu pergi, buat siapa lagi lengkung senyum ini?

Kamu yang menjauh, cuma mendekatkan aku pada kesepian.

Aku selalu di sini.

Di persimpangan jalan ini.

Dan ketika kamu dengannya MENEMUI AKHIR,

KEMBALI LAH!

  AKU MASIH MELAMBAIKAN TANGAN DINGIN INI.

KEPADA KAMU,

YANG TELAH LAMA PERGI (ɔˇ3ˇɔ)

seandainya dia tau

Pernah ngga sih kamu sebelum tidur,

mandangin langit-langit kamar?

Tapi kali ini, bukan sambil senyam-senyum sendiri.

Tapi, sambil menatap nanar.

Dan menerawang.

Ngebayangin semua kejadian demi kejadian yang kamu lewatin bareng dia.

Iyaa, dia yang paling berharga buat kamu.

Tapi ternyata, kamu ngga sebeharga itu buat dia.

Rasanya, kamu pasti pengen teriak di depan dia.

Biar dia sadar, biar dia mikir.

Tapi nggak bisa!

Yang bisa kamu lakuin cuman nunggu.

Nunggu dia peka.

Nunggu dia sadar.

Lalu timbul pertanyaan besar yang terus berputar di benak kamu sekarang.

Dia ngga peka atau ngga peduli?

Dia ngga punya otak atau ngga punya hati?

Kamu ngga pernah berharap, dia salah satu dari itu.

Tapi kenyataannya, Dia bisa saja keduanya

NGGA PEKA dan NGGA PEDULI.

Ngga kerasa, air mata netes.

Kamu masih nerawang ke langit-langit kamar.

Mungkin, sambil nunggu keajaiban datang.

Kenapa keajaiban itu ngga ngehampiri kamu?
Tapi minimal, bisa menghampiri dia.

Supaya dia sadar!

Betapa besar cinta kamu ke dia

Tapi, biar kamu tersakiti sampe segininya

Dan dia nggak peduli sampe segitunya

Kamu bisa apa?

Kamu tetep ngga bisa kemana-manakan?

CINTA itu ngga akan bisa kemana-mana lagi kan?

Keinginanmu pun selalu ada.

Namun, terlalu berharga kan?

Aah, seandainya dia tau sedang dicintai sebegitu besarnya.

Mungkin, entahlah

Sebaiknya, ngga perluberandai-andai.

Jadi, bukan SEANDAINYA DIA TAU, 

TAPI HARUSNYA DIA TAU!

hate to miss someone

One night I stand I remind of you
Our hope and dream
Tears in my eyes
When you gone so fast
When I realized you know I can be perfect

I fall from you
You make me like I can't stand with you
You make me like I can't live with you
I can't hold your hand
So please don't let me down

I try to be a stronger
When I know everything over
Everytime I feel
Everyday I think
I never see you once again

I know I can't be stronger
Even I try to forget you
Oh no I missing you
I need It's you

So please don't make me feel like
I keep you in my heart

I fall from you
You make me like I can't stand with you
You make me like I can't live with you
I can't hold your hand
So please don't let me down

I try to be a stronger
When I know everything over
Everytime I feel
Everyday I think
I never see you once again

I know I can't be stronger
Even I try to forget you
Oh no I missing you
I need It's you
So please don't make me feel like

I miss your smile I miss your face
I need you hear I need your hugs

In everynight in everyday
Like you want me to be

I miss your voice I miss your laugh
I need your hear I need your hug
In everynight in everyday
Is you

You know everything is you
You know everything is you
You know everything is you
You know everything ... You know everything ... Is you

-,-

cukup tau bae nah -,-

set fire to the rain

I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell, you rose to claim it 
It was dark and I was over 
Until you kissed my lips and yousaved me

My hands, they’re strong
But my knees were far too weak 
To stand in your arms 
Without falling to your feet

But there’s a side to you that I never knew, never knew 
All the things you’d say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain 
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry 
’Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When laying with you
I could stay there, close my eyes
Feel you here, forever
You and me together, nothing is better

’Cause there’s a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you’d say, they were never true, never true
And the games you’d play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
’Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin’ die, ’cause I knew that
That was the last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door 
Now that you’ve gone, must be waiting for you 
Even now when it’s already over 
I can’t help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face 
Let it burn while I cried 
’Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain 
And I threw us into the flames 
Where I felt somethin’ die 
’Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh

Oh, no 
Let it burn, oh 
Let it burn 
Let it burn

love song

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it’s too soon to see
If I’m happy in your hands

I’m unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one, you see

I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you tell me it’s
Make or break in this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I’m gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am

I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one, you see
I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you tell me it’s
Make or break in this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I’m gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you’ll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
’cause I believe there’s a way you can love me
Because I say
I won’t write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one, you see

I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you tell me it’s make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one, you see
I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you tell me it’s make or break in this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don’t want it for a minute
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There’s a reason to
Write you a love song today

impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you’re done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

#blogbijak

aku tak pernah menyesal mencintaimu
yang kusesalkan hanyalah kamu terluka karenanya ._.